Honey Bear we love you so much, you left us
so unexpectedly, we thought we would have so much more time together walking
Sugarland Ranch, the Ranch you loved so much and protected along with our other
beloved Mastiffs past and present. You have joined Sugar Bear and Greta as well
as all the other Mastiffs who have graced our presence and continue to protect &
love us from afar. When we see the almighty sky and Universe with its twinkling
stars we just know you are smiling at us and when we want peace and tranquility,
we simply look at the sky and the rock formation that overlooks the Ranch where
we can feel your presence just as we feel the night winds upon our faces. We can
see you and feel you along with our Spirit Guide and the other Mastiffs who we
love so very much. The last words said to you before you left the house to do
your daily AM routine was that I loved you so very much, I’m so glad we had this
brief moment in time that we’ll remember forever. Your unexpected time with us
on earth reminds us how fragile life is and what is important in life and that
we give the time that needs to be given when it needs to be given because you
never know when that time is ended. Our hearts our heavy and empty however we
must remember you were a gift to us, loaned to us for a short time. Until the
end you protected your Ranch. We always wish when these tragedies occur that we
should have done things differently, the guilt is almost unbearable, what we
wish we would have done, we wish we had gone with you those last 15 minutes and
perhaps prevented your untimely passing. We promised you when you were little
that we would always protect you from harm. Thoughts are powerful things and we
will try very hard in your memory to know the good in all earthly living things
and know that nature is powerful and trust that there is meaning in everything.
Good night our love and God speed in your journey. I’ll look to the rocks this
evening and perhaps feel the wind upon our faces.
